Thursday, August 26, 2010

Tears in Heaven



Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous ir boastful ot proud or rude. It does not demand it's own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice injutice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and it endures through every circumstance. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

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For those who has never heard the song Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton, stop reading and go listen to that song first.

It's been a long time since I posted and my life have changed so much since the last time I dared to post anything here and I apologize of the millions of song references I'll be making today and let me warn you now in advance, it's gonna be a long serious, emotitional post, so for those who really wanna learn something, please keep reading till the end.

Those who know the song Tears in Heaven, you'll know it's a song about letting go, so now it's my turn, for the sake of being a better person and for those who haven't heard the song I totally caught you here didn't I!?, there's a reason I told you to listen to it, although most of you are old enough to know the song, and if you don't you're just really sad.

I know the truth and the truth is that in life, no matter how hard you try, no matter how many sacrifrices you make, no one in this world will know you better than yourself. You listen to yourself and not what other people say. This is your life, and you've made it this far, be who you wanna be, be who you are. So be honest with yourself.


Don't hate them, don't forsake them. No matter how hard it is... sometimes you need to open your eyes to see people for who they are. Maybe we're all different, but we're all children of God, no matter which God you believe in, and before you judge them, remember, everyone's perfect in their own way, God makes no mistakes. Follow your hearts and always be strong.


As for me, I've been a good fighter and I'll survive, like I always joke with you guys, I couldn't die even if someone killed me. My life is gonna change though, hopefully, for the better, for those who are afraid that I'll lose myself, don't worry. I may be changing somethings, but the brother who's always telling you to take care of yourself and sleep early eventhough he's a complete jerk and doesn't do it himself, i's always there to tease you and make life a crazy ride for you and tell you 'I told you so' isn't going anywhere. But I guess this time, it's your turn to tell me that.

To my angel, thank you for everything, for keeping me from losing faith, not just in God, but in myself. I hope you'll look back on dates above and think fondly of me. No matter what you say or do, I'm glad I met you and that I had those memories with you, both the good and the bad. Forgive me for everything I've done, and I hope, whenever you feel down, whenever you're stressed or need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. I don't believe in throwing people away, so I hope you don't forget to remember me...

Like I said to be honest with yourself, I'm gonna lead by example and show you what the real Jeremy is all about and what better way is there than to go all crazy over BoA? so my your entertainement here's BoA's Hurricane Venus. With that said, I'm signing off for now... To all my friends, family and everyone who reads this, let's grow together. To the future, FIGHTING~!

Love Jeremy