A new chapter

So it's been a ridonkulously long time since my last mental breakdown post, ridonkulouus of course meaning a ridiculous donkey~ noobs... and since I've been so bored rotting away here in MY showroom, I thought I'd post some random garbage here for NOBODY to see.

So first things first, I'm finally done with my studies YAY~! *dances like a little girl which is totally awesome *sounds matured and serious* I've FINALLY reached 21, I had an awesome kinda like a chalet thing which was.... eh.... awesome. Speaking of which, I have just officially formed the scooby gang, which are by far the most awesome people I've had the displeasure of meeting. So if you're not in.... AWWWWW~ Riz turned 21 recently too... he had a chalet, a proper chalet, cos he had stingray (that's right mom STINGRAY) had a great stay over, which of course led to complete and utter lack of sleep, which is how chalets are blah blah blah~

So I haven't been to church for the past week or so, I can't really remember cause I'm just awesome that way. I miss those kids, all the laughs and jokes and... other religious things. It's been so long since I've felt so complete, I have great friends, my family's doing well, I don't feel nearly as stressed out as I used to (except for a few people calling me at the middle of the night, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE -.-)

GET OUT peace homies, hope to see you guys soon =D

Random???

Sup homies~!? I said I'd try to put up a few post here, so *rant mode activate* these hols have been RIDONKCULOUSLY boring. I must say, I'm starting to listen to overly dramatic music recently. Having said that. There's been some construction work being done somewhere in my block and FOR CRYING OUT! SOME PEOPLE WANNA SLEEP DAMMIT!! I mean who wakes up before afternoon during the hols anyway!? Sheesh... those jerks. *rant mode off*

So, I've been playing quite a bit of starcraft 2 recently, I've completed the campaign 3 times already... which is so pro right? I also got promoted to platinum league which is also really pro right? *ego mode activate* I have like the super pro record od 50 wins and 43 loss *inserts sleazy face here adn switchies off ego mode*. Oh!!!! I've also been playing quite a bit of Heroes 5, which is like, TOTALLY awesome. You guys should totally play it imo. It's really awesome. In fact that top pic is like the Arch Angel from Heroes 5. He looks totally cool with his blue sword thing

So for those who are not aware, I've started going back to church, which has been TOTALLY awesome, I'm starting to wonder why I even left in the first place. I mean, seriously, those are the nicest people I've ever met, they're all 'peace be with you' and like hugging each other. It's a real tear jerker right? Oh, and fyi, I'm listening to the song sweet victory by David Glen Eisley while composing this... thing... POST!!! that's it... this post and it's like freaking awesome, I've also been listening to BEAUteen!! by Scandal, it's like a totally awesome song for all the Japanese music fans, I've even got it on repeat and all that cool jazz... it'll be the vid of the post or something. OMG, I just had the worst time of my life getting that vid here. SO PLEASE JUST WATCH IT



So a couple of nights ago, I caught my sis up at like 2 in the morning doing her homework, and she was drawing this dog, that totally reminded me of Cosmo, which, for those who don't know is my dog, just look at the pic above this paragraph. So I decided to help her, cause her drawing... kinda sucks, so check out my epic picture and yes, he's wearing Adidas. Don't ask me why, it's my sister's idea.



So, I found this pic awhile ago and I thought it was hilarious... and it totally reminds me of my friend Faith, if you look at one of the older post, there's a pic of her. She TOTALLY looks like Rukia right? Which is totally freaky, cause I had a dream a few nights ago stabbing me with a sword, so yeah... and if you're wondering why I'm not using the cancelling thing like I usually do, it's just because I'm lazy =/ seriously....

Well, in keeping to my word of being lazy, I'll be signing off for now, cause I'm lazy right... Cya later homies~! and btw, I'll be sending out a VERY special invite really soon to all my close homies, so look out for that *sleazy look* peace out~!

Tears in Heaven

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous ir boastful ot proud or rude. It does not demand it's own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice injutice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and it endures through every circumstance. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

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For those who has never heard the song Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton, stop reading and go listen to that song first.

It's been a long time since I posted and my life have changed so much since the last time I dared to post anything here and I apologize of the millions of song references I'll be making today and let me warn you now in advance, it's gonna be a long serious, emotitional post, so for those who really wanna learn something, please keep reading till the end.

Those who know the song Tears in Heaven, you'll know it's a song about letting go, so now it's my turn, for the sake of being a better person and for those who haven't heard the song I totally caught you here didn't I!?, there's a reason I told you to listen to it, although most of you are old enough to know the song, and if you don't you're just really sad.

I know the truth and the truth is that in life, no matter how hard you try, no matter how many sacrifrices you make, no one in this world will know you better than yourself. You listen to yourself and not what other people say. This is your life, and you've made it this far, be who you wanna be, be who you are. So be honest with yourself.

Don't hate them, don't forsake them. No matter how hard it is... sometimes you need to open your eyes to see people for who they are. Maybe we're all different, but we're all children of God, no matter which God you believe in, and before you judge them, remember, everyone's perfect in their own way, God makes no mistakes. Follow your hearts and always be strong.

As for me, I've been a good fighter and I'll survive, like I always joke with you guys, I couldn't die even if someone killed me. My life is gonna change though, hopefully, for the better, for those who are afraid that I'll lose myself, don't worry. I may be changing somethings, but the brother who's always telling you to take care of yourself and sleep early eventhough he's a complete jerk and doesn't do it himself, i's always there to tease you and make life a crazy ride for you and tell you 'I told you so' isn't going anywhere. But I guess this time, it's your turn to tell me that.

To my angel, thank you for everything, for keeping me from losing faith, not just in God, but in myself. I hope you'll look back on dates above and think fondly of me. No matter what you say or do, I'm glad I met you and that I had those memories with you, both the good and the bad. Forgive me for everything I've done, and I hope, whenever you feel down, whenever you're stressed or need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. I don't believe in throwing people away, so I hope you don't forget to remember me...

Like I said to be honest with yourself, I'm gonna lead by example and show you what the real Jeremy is all about and what better way is there than to go all crazy over BoA? so my your entertainement here's BoA's Hurricane Venus. With that said, I'm signing off for now... To all my friends, family and everyone who reads this, let's grow together. To the future, FIGHTING~!

Love Jeremy

I'll Find you Somewhere

So, I just had the longest, most sleepless night, most teary night of my life. My heart is aching, my will is breaking and the stress is piling. I'm really getting so tired of things. I've done a lot of thinking and I've made a choice, I know will change my life forever. For everybody out there who's been looking out for me and giving me advice. Thanks for everything, but it's time you guys stopped.

I've made my choice and I'm gonna stick with it. Yes, I am hurting and there's a good chance we'll all right about the truth. BUT I don't care anymore. I've made up my mind. I wouldn't keep this up if it wasn't serious. I really wanna apologise to everyone who's watched out for me for being so stubborn. I know you guys think it's a mistake, and yes, I will admit. It does look like history repeating itself. But I have to keep trying. If things go wrong, I've never asked for any of your help before, and I never will. I'll deal with it myself.

I really want you guys to know, that I do value the advice you guys have given me. But it's really not helping. So for once, I need you guys to just back off. Don't do anything, don't say anything. I've always been there for all of you and I've never asked for anything from any of you. So for once, I'm asking you guys to stop all of this and just believe in me. I know I'm making the right decision.

I'm so sorry to everybody out there who's been there for me. I know I'm better than this, I know that I've always been the guy to never take risk and to always stick with all of my friends even through the toughest times. But for once, I have to put everything aside and just see this through. No matter much my it hurts or how my heart breaks.

I want you guys to know, that yes, you were all right, this is the biggest mistake I've ever made and I did end up all messed up and broken like you guys told me. But I this is one mistake I have to make, I won't give up even if it really ends up killing me.

To all of you guys out there, I'm not discarding everything you guys tell me, but for once, I just have to believe that it'll work because I know it will. Thank you all so much for everything and I'm really sorry for being so stubborn.

Death, Dying, DEAD

(Rant mode on) Here's the deal, that trial excercise thing (which I believe they call NAPFA or some shit) is like here and I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO not prepared... I mean, I just went for a little run and I was like half dead when I got back. So... you can pretty much guess what's gonna happen to me on the actual day. (Rant mode off)

Well, the holidays are just around the corner, I SOOOOOOO need a break. Man... to think that my time in RP is almost over and NS is like a year away. It feels like yesterday when I was in W15C playing counterstrike after class. HAIZ...

In case you're wondering about the pic, it's just some random screenshot from awhile ago. as usual, I was having one of my interesting chats with Jon

So Here's BoA with まもりたい ～White Wishes～

Back to school~

Alright, so it's like week 5 or something back in school, my body's pretty much reached it's limit with stress just piling up one on top of the other. My gaming is all but dead and my studies could have been better. The UTs are like... a week or 2 away (THAT'S RIGHT I DON'T KNOW AND I DON'T REALLY CARE). I'm actually posting this today because I'm on MC and I don't have anything better to do. That's how much life sucks.

So as most of you nerds gamers out there would have already known, starcraft 2 is officially gonna be released on the 27th of july. Which is like really soon, I'm like getting nerd chills just thinking about it. I've actually tried a little of the beta myself and quite frankly, IT'S FREAKING AWESOME. So go buy it and I'll see you online for some games So as for the videos, there's been like so many starcraft 2 beta commentaries, so if you guys wanna watch some, there's my fav Huskystarcraft and HDstarcraft, go check them out on youtube, they're freaking awesome.

That's all I have to rant about for today, till my next post which will most likely be in a couple of months if I'm lucky, Peace out homies~ Oh and just for kicks here's T-ara with 너 때문에 미쳐

My New Record...

So here's the deal, I went back the Maersk Drilling for 4 days... I spent about 3 nights on the rig, The Reacher. In those 3 nights, I had a whooping 30 mins of sleep, outstanding. Having ranted about that, I have to say, I stuffed my face silly on in those for days, so if you see me, I did not gain weight! You're just imagining things!

Now for some huge gaming news! Command and Conquer 4: Tiberium Twilight and Starcraft 2: Wings Of Liberty have entered the betta stages! So I'll be stopping the Godzillathon in favour for some betta games from Starcraft 2 which will MOST likely be the game of the year (if it ACTUALLY gets released) Videos are from HD Starcraft on youtube, do feel free to take a look, if you're too lazy I'll be showing some games here. The first game I'll be showing is a TvT. So, it should be a really action packed game.

As for the music, I'll be showing a little something for the ladies, this is SS501 with Love Like This.

Invincible Youth~

So. It's my second post in school. For the record, I'm not in class this time. Not that that's any better, but who cares. I sure don't . Anyhow I'm here with my beloved, for some reason she never seems too fond of being around me, which is weird, cause I can't imagine anyone NOT wanting to be around me laughs

Recently , I've been watching a lot of korean shows and one of them has stood out among all of them. Ladies and gentlemen introducing, Invincible Youth! or as I like to call it. Korean girls on a farm =D. As you may have guessed from my wonderful description, it's about a bunch of Korean girls that live on a farm! no wait that's not right...

"Seven girls from several Korean pop groups are joining hands in Invincible Youth, a reality show where the girls will travel to rural areas of Korea and handle labor tasks like farming etc.

http://news.stareastasia.com/2009/10/korean-female-idols-become-invincible-youth/

Ok... maybe I was right -.-

Back to reality people, last night was a complete nightmare... I still can't believe what happened. I'm not gonna say it here, if you guys really wanna know, I MIGHT consider telling you. Let's just say that my best friend is going through a hard time and I nearly.. I REAPEAT, NEARLY messed things up with my other 'best friend'

Some people have asked me about the Let go' Let in, It's a new day thing. Before you people say it's some emo-thing. It's just an album name -.-

Enough ranting for today *rants* I'll leave you guys with a song from that album, this is 린 - 사랑..다 거짓말. You guys already know all about Godzillathon #5

Counting Down The Days

So it's almost the end of the semester and the holidays are closing in. But that's not exactly the thing I'm counting down to. No no for anybody who REALLY knows me, you'll know what I'm talking about. That's right! My Birthday! YAY!

Honestly, I'm having a bit of a conflict here... on one hand... I'll be the big 20... that's right I'll no longer be a TEEN! YAY! on the other hand I'll be the big 20... that's right I'll no longer be a TEEN! OMG! Which leads me to an intersting convo I had with Jon the other day.



For the record, you're only 2 MONTHS older then me!
Right no more from me... for now. I'll be leaving you guys with Hyun Ah's 'Change' which is... really hot, so guys, I know you'll like this one! and of course Godzillathon #4

永遠

OMG! BoA's new album is almost out. I'm super excited now! In fact, I'm so excited, I'm blogging about it IN CLASS! YEAH! This week is AWESOME! not as awesome as BoA's new album. But still... AWESOME!

Ok, crazy mode off. I have to say the yesterday was probably the best day I've had this year so far. It was really just such a great day, despite the rain kinda spoiling the mood in the morning. I won't really go into too much details, but if you guys really wanna know, I MIGHT consider telling you.

Well, gotta get back to my worksheet... So I'll just leave you guys with Godzillathon #3 and BoA's - 永遠.

Hot Issue

Well, nothing much to say this time round.. Just trying not to go insane, so I'm gonna rant a bit more. With the house renovations about 2 or 3 weeks away from completion. I'm getting anxious to get the hell outta my grandmother's place and back home. Trust me as much as I LOVE spending time with my grandparents and cousin, I HATE the face I have to share a room with them AND my mom!.

So as the title may suggest, this time round, I'll be sharing with you guys 4 miunte's 'HOT ISSUE' and of course Godzillathon #2.

Abracadabra

So, I know I said my blog would be a little busier, but between the busy schedules and the RIDICULOUS things I had to do, I would seem like the holidays have come and gone without so much as a single post. Before I knew it the holidays were over… BTW for all those people who haven’t watched Avatar. I have no idea what rock you’ve been living under, BUT GET T YOU’RE ASS OVER TO A MOVIE THEATRE AND WATCH IT!!!

I feel that recently, I've very detached from the world. For those people out there who are going, ‘Nah! You’re just being emo again’ I hate you I’m serious! It was less than a year ago I believe, year one in poly, Jon was the guy who listened to nothing but oldies and punk. Wen was Mr. I’ll play DOTA while blasting Flo Rida and just last week, I could have sworn we were having a conversation where we were picking our favourite members of Girl’s Generation. THAT’S RIGHT PEOPLE. HOW DO YOU GO FROM FLO RIDA TO GIRL’S GENERATION!? Clearly, I’ve been more busy than I’ve realized.

But enough ranting, this morning, in class yes during class I got soooooooo bored, I decided to search up for some Korean chicks songs and stumbled on this band called Brown Eyed Girls. Whether they have brown eyes or not isn’t really the point. Truth be told I wasn’t really looking at their eyes =/ For those guys out there who are going ‘YOU PERV’ and stuff like that, all I have to say is MEN will be MEN ,figure it out yourselves

Well, before I sign off, I’ll be making a new change for the next 29 posts where instead of having a gamecast I’ll be showing GODZILLATHON, which is hilarious review of all the Godzilla films ever made. Of course starting from part 1.

Now playing, Brown Eyed Girls with Abracadabra and Godzillathon part 1.

So yeah, that’s all for today people, gotta get ready for tomorrow =/

Cha Cha Mania~

It's been awhile since my last post... BoA mania is over... for now. So, life's been pretty boring, which walks hand in hand with being tired so my life's been boring and tiring... Quite frankly, I'm literaly ripping the hair outta my head thanks to Linear Circuits school. Not to mention the UT's are coming up, again... and the stress is back up. On top of which my gaming skills are all but gone.

There are at least a few big things to look forward to, namely the holidays (face it, we all love the holidays), christmas (cause we all LOVE christmas) and of course... nah not gonna tell you guys about that last one =P

So... if you guys are wondering wth I've been doin all this time since my last post. Lady's and gentlemen, presenting the love of my life... AKAZUKIN CHA CHA!! (refer to top picture). If you guys are into anime and ever have some free time on your hands, go look it up.

I've just recently stopped with my command and conquer ladder games after my 300th online win. I'm now focussing on the old time favourite, Starcraft in preparation for the release of Starcraft 2 which will be released next year (hopefully they won't delay it any longer or I might end up breaking some people's fingers). Having said that, anyone one of you noobs interested in some Starcraft games, let me know, I'll try to go easy on you.

With that in mind, I'll be making some changes around my blog, the first one it that I'll no longer be posting up just one video a week. From now on they will be one gamecast for those noobs gamers out there. There will also be one Music Video for all you music lovers, and every now and then I might throw in funny video or 2... so yeah... my blog will be quite busy.


Now Playing, Starcraft 2 Battle Report 4 and Super Junior M with Supergirl.






So.. before I leave I'll leave you guys with a funny quote which I thought was hilarious. Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings.

Be With You

It's week 4 of my coughing parade... I can't help but feel like my throat just doesn't like me. Despite my contsant coughing, I can't help but be happier these few days. It's been an interesting week and let's just say the next few months will be something for me to look forward to except for up and coming test.

Now playing BoA duh!- Be With You :)

BoA-Mania~!

Ok, so here's the deal... ever since I got that Apple touch-screen thingy~ I think it's called an I-touch ?(what a silly name haha!) I've been listening to my biggest crush BoA. *faints* *Coughs* So.. One thing that I've noticed about my blog... is that there is NO BoA here, but that about to change... muhahaha!!!!!! SO I declare that from now on, I will be rotating BoA MVs, at least until... I run out of MVs to show muahahaha!!!!

*Phew* Being a fanatic is tiring... OK I'll start my BoA-Mania with one of my all time favourtite songs according to my playlist that says I've listened to it 647 times since it's release in 2007 which is about like listening to the same song once everyday for 2 years if you think about it. This is Love Letter by BoA =D

Officially Missing You

So... It's been awhile since my last post (mostly thanks to school). I must say the new sem has been a nightmare the most wonderful time I've had since never the holidays ended =D. So just wanna share a video my wonderful friend Shannon shared with me ,pinch her cheeks =D. This is... er.. Janice and Sonia's cover of Officially missing you now playing =D. don't ask about that face

Home sweet Home

The Millenium Hotel

Finally back home (thank goodness) It's been a rather uneventful 3 days in Phuket, other then some exteme shopping and a heck of a show (I'll get to that later) on the last night, I basically did nothing. So I spent the WHOLE of day 2 shopping and the last day loitering around.

So, some highlights/recommendations for you guys should you go Phuket someday.

No.1 - DO NOT GO SHOPPING
Why? - The prices there are about the same as here in Singapore (so those who got gifts from me had better be appreciative -.- OR ELSE)

No.2 - Elephant Trekking
Why? - Think about it... how often do you get to ride an elephant?

No.3 - Cashew Nut Factory
Why? - Imagine a chasew nut buffet with like 10 different types of flavors (for ONLY cashew nuts) with free Cashew Nut DRINK (that's right CASHEW DRINK) and cheap a** chasew nuts

No.4 - Fantasea
Why? - It's just EPIC

Some pics of my 'WONDERFUL HOLIDAY'


Guess who this is for?(No really guess, cause I ain't telling you LOSER


Jurrasic carpark


Here comes my ride


Cashew Nut Factory Thingy


Death trap

My first post in a foreign land

Jurrasic Park

So day 2 at Phuket (which apparently is not Thailand according to a certain someone who I will not mention here) Finally, I get to use the damn interweb and what better way for me to use the interweb then to rub it in your faces share with you my wonderful experiences, yes, that would be nice wouldn't it? Too bad that's not what I'm going to do *Laughs* Instead, I'm going to share with you about my day at the Zoo with Riz, who I've mentioned before, Shannon who I have not mentioned and Ga Yan aka GaGa who I have not mentioned as well ,more redundant content.

So I have to say that it was nice seeing GaGa and Shann, who are to very good friends of mine =)
It's been awhile since I last saw them and when GaGa asked if my and Shann were free and jumped at the chance to meet them, why the Zoo? I just wanted to go there =/ Though I didn't plan on staring at horse for over an hour! -.-

So, I actually took about 30 pics, but thanks to my not so wonderful camera, I'll only be posting a few. OK, less talk, more pics.


Tigers, that are white


Face it, that's cute


Lion King part 3 or 4 whatever


Homosapiens XD


EPIC

This time round I will not be sharing a MV with you guys instead, I have a special something for the gamers out there. It's a game at the E-Stars Seoul Starcraft Heritage, featuring the Starcraft Legend, WCG Hall of Famer, SlayerS_BoxeR against the best female Starcraft Player of ALL time ToSsGirL, in a Terran mirror enjoy =) (and yes, it is in korean)

The Longest 2 weeks of my life

Hey guys! It's been awhile since my last post no thanks to work. It's been a long and tiring 2 weeks for me At least I got some cheddar out of it, you feel me homez!? Oh and I get to keep my hard hat! YAY!!! I must say that the office is far more chaotic then I remember, but I guess it's because the rig is leaving, so everyone's kinda rushing to meet the deadline =/. Oh! before I forget, there's this new person at the office who I HAVE TO MENTION, her name is Moira I think that's how it's spelt and she's chinese I think and she was borned and raised I think in Scotland. But that's not what I wanted to talk about, what I did want to mention was that she had the most incredible accent EVER!!!!!!! I mean, why don't we Singaporeans have an accent!? so unfair -.-. So If you're hoping for pics of my workplace, keep dreaming, no pictures allowed -.-
Before I call it a day I wanna thank my bro for coming down and helping out with the pumproom, my reward to you, A BIG ASS PAYCHECK (sounds like the price is right)

That's all for today folks, now playing, the very first korean song I ever heard who knows how many years ago, from the age of upbeat/semi dance/r&b age of 90's pop although I think it came up in 2001 or something Jewelry's 'Tonight'

So as for the joke of the post, I'll be sharing with you guys some of my demotivations I've stocked up, at least for now =)

Hey Monkey~

So it's the 2nd week of the holidays, I can't remember what the date is anymore or when school re-opens like I care and my fasting plans have been not that successful. But that's not important, so what's important? My new love Kim So-eun Boys Over Flowers! For the past few days I've been on a BOF marathon and by tonight I will be done with the series YAY!!!!!!!. You're probably asking yourselves ' is this guy really blogging about BOF?' and the answer is YES!!! DEAL WITH IT!!!.

Now for some pics, don't worry there's something for the ladies too =)
Note: The spelling of the names are from... eh... some korean drama website... so don't blame me if you don't think it's spelt that way.


Mr 185/what's up with the curls? Koo Jun-Pyo played by 이민호


Jo-Hu Yun Played by Jonathan Voon XD 김현중


Mr Dimples AKA Lee-Jeong So played by 김범

Don't worry guys, I didn't forget you

My Fav Actress, the ever so adorable 구혜선 =) playing Geum Jan-di


My new crush 김소은 playing Ga-eul Ju


Hey Monkey~ 이민정 playing Jae-kyeong Ha

Now playing, 손담비 - Bad Boy
So that's all for today, till the next time *hugs* Jerm =)


Chuck Norris doesn't wear a watch, HE decides what the time is.